Where are you?!

Where are you?

For the longest time, I had you.

For a while now, I've lost you.

For a second, I thought you were mine once again.

Sometimes, I think that I am looking straight at you.

I am lost.

Should I stay put until I see you?

Or do I set out and find you?

Either way, I will still have you.

As sure as daylight itself (note I didn't say sunlight - I am in the Pacific Northwest).

(And yes, I speak in riddles).