Hi!
First the good news! Today (at 12 o'clock noon), I will start my new job as a contractor (v-) at Microsoft! :D :D: D :D I will be my first foray into "technical" project management as a Project Support Analyst. :)
So why the "UGH" you ask? Well the "UGH" has nothing to do what-so-ever with me getting a new job. I am actually really really stoked about working again (especially with Microsoft! :D ). So much that I even had trouble falling asleep right off of the bat last night. :D
The "UGH" has to do with the terrible soreness that I am having from my whole legs... A little back story I suppose.
Last Thursday, I hiked up some trails on Mount Rainier. It was a total of around 5 miles over roughly 1500 feet of elevation (I think). Roughly around 4 hours total. Two days after that (Saturday), I joined a few friends to go hike up Mount Si (8 miles round trip, 3000ft of elevation, and ~6-7 hours). This was particularly a killer trip. Carrying a second back pack for a friend really exhausted me as well (was really worried for my friend haha). I didn't compensate for the extra load enough and I totally ran out of energy half a mile to the top. Good thing we had a hearty lunch at the top and made it down relatively alright (though I had to take extra caution to preserve my bad knees). The next day (Sunday) I woke up and my whole leg was pretty much screaming sore (you know it's sore when the first thing that happens after you open your eyes is the pain screaming haha). So what did I do to nurse myself in preparation for my first day on the job? I played soccer (futsal) that afternoon during a Malaysian gathering that we hosted in our back yard. I ran around like a maniac (a maniac with a full stomach too HAHA), slipping and sliding on our lawn, jumping, heading, dribbling, and tackling. Heck, I even scored a goal too (as well as becoming a crazed defender)... ;)
Anyone wanna guess what I felt the moment I opened my eyes this morning? ;)
Wish me luck this week fellow readers! :D
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Monday, July 27, 2009
Sunday, June 21, 2009
It's always the small things ain't it?
These past few days, I've been kinda caught up with something (more accurately, someone... ;) ). Still nothing going on yet though. I guess things always will take their natural progression no matter how fast or slow. But at least I am upfront huh? :D
Anyways, I've been doing a lot of self reflection lately. It really is the small things in life that matter. Most of us (if not all of us) are always out there scurrying around trying to accomplish things. But really. For what end? If one completes tasks for the sake of completing it, why bother right? It's passion that separates those who want to do something, and those who want to do something well. What is the distinction? I think it is the small things. By voicing out a small short sentence, it could possibly be the defining moment of doing the job to be over with it, or doing the job and wanting it done well (like it actually mattered to you).
But which do people prefer? That's something that you'll have to see for yourself. There are people with strong expectations for others to finish what is theirs. Actually that could possibly be all of us no? But then that group can be divided by those who simply follow, and those who are a bit more proactive (try to lead or help steer the way). But how does one know who wants which? Again, it's the small things you have to look for. Are things in a rush (aka is it the time and place)? How big of an impact do you think you can make? These are all things that are seemingly small, but could potentially exponentially create big ripples.
Though it really isn't just limited to work place. Even everyday life, the small things still apply. If you don't look out for them, you may risk just walking through life without knowing about it. You may miss out on having the chance of meeting a wonderful somebody who was there all along right in front of you (as I am kinda learning).
It's sometimes maddening on how such a small thing like a short sentence, a gesture, or a small occurrence can make or break all of your hard work. But these "small things" are a sword that cuts both ways. As with all things, there is a concept of internal and external controls. The small gestures and acts that you have control over (sacrificing your seat for the elderly, donating to the needy, smiling to those around you, etc) and those that you don't have (when you were born, where you are at what time - to a certain extent, and all of the other "unfortunates").
For me personally, I have suffered greatly at the stupid "small things" (PWNT by people that was loved and trusted usually) but at the same time it has also brought me much joy (rediscovering someone who turned out to have a lot of things similar, actually being thanked by people who was helped, witnessing acts of kindness by others, catching lucky breaks, etc). But then again, who hasn't lived through this thing called life right. I am pretty sure that there is more pain and joy in store for me when it comes to these "small things". I asked a good buddy of mine (as we were chatting over a meal), if pain was a risk but happiness was the prize for success, and you have tasted pain and defeat before, would it be enough for you to "quit" the game? Naturally, everyone tries to avoid/reduce pain whenever and as much as possible. I don't think a majority of people are pain loving peons right? Plus wouldn't the prize be worth the risk? Theoretical happiness until the end of days (and beyond)? Generations have played this game and have succeeded (each and everyone of us is a testament to that I guess - in a sense). So who are we to stand against such statistics.
Live life to the fullest. Enjoy all the trials and tribulations that it has to offer (regardless if you had or had no hand in it). It is much better than a "perfect" and boring life. :)
Anyways, I've been doing a lot of self reflection lately. It really is the small things in life that matter. Most of us (if not all of us) are always out there scurrying around trying to accomplish things. But really. For what end? If one completes tasks for the sake of completing it, why bother right? It's passion that separates those who want to do something, and those who want to do something well. What is the distinction? I think it is the small things. By voicing out a small short sentence, it could possibly be the defining moment of doing the job to be over with it, or doing the job and wanting it done well (like it actually mattered to you).
But which do people prefer? That's something that you'll have to see for yourself. There are people with strong expectations for others to finish what is theirs. Actually that could possibly be all of us no? But then that group can be divided by those who simply follow, and those who are a bit more proactive (try to lead or help steer the way). But how does one know who wants which? Again, it's the small things you have to look for. Are things in a rush (aka is it the time and place)? How big of an impact do you think you can make? These are all things that are seemingly small, but could potentially exponentially create big ripples.
Though it really isn't just limited to work place. Even everyday life, the small things still apply. If you don't look out for them, you may risk just walking through life without knowing about it. You may miss out on having the chance of meeting a wonderful somebody who was there all along right in front of you (as I am kinda learning).
It's sometimes maddening on how such a small thing like a short sentence, a gesture, or a small occurrence can make or break all of your hard work. But these "small things" are a sword that cuts both ways. As with all things, there is a concept of internal and external controls. The small gestures and acts that you have control over (sacrificing your seat for the elderly, donating to the needy, smiling to those around you, etc) and those that you don't have (when you were born, where you are at what time - to a certain extent, and all of the other "unfortunates").
For me personally, I have suffered greatly at the stupid "small things" (PWNT by people that was loved and trusted usually) but at the same time it has also brought me much joy (rediscovering someone who turned out to have a lot of things similar, actually being thanked by people who was helped, witnessing acts of kindness by others, catching lucky breaks, etc). But then again, who hasn't lived through this thing called life right. I am pretty sure that there is more pain and joy in store for me when it comes to these "small things". I asked a good buddy of mine (as we were chatting over a meal), if pain was a risk but happiness was the prize for success, and you have tasted pain and defeat before, would it be enough for you to "quit" the game? Naturally, everyone tries to avoid/reduce pain whenever and as much as possible. I don't think a majority of people are pain loving peons right? Plus wouldn't the prize be worth the risk? Theoretical happiness until the end of days (and beyond)? Generations have played this game and have succeeded (each and everyone of us is a testament to that I guess - in a sense). So who are we to stand against such statistics.
Live life to the fullest. Enjoy all the trials and tribulations that it has to offer (regardless if you had or had no hand in it). It is much better than a "perfect" and boring life. :)
Wednesday, June 3, 2009
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Thursday, May 21, 2009
Changes
Over the years, I really do believe that people change (albeit through various degrees).
Recently I decided to see if I could find a bunch of my old High School friends. These are people who have a view of me that dates to close to a decade ago (ZOMG I feel old saying that). I have never had any contact with them what-so-ever during my college days as well as my brief working stint (*sob*).
Good thing with the advances of the internet, I have been able to track down a few of them on Facebook. Surprisingly, they have also seemingly recognized me in my current 'prosperous' self.
But what about characterwise? I know I am definitely not the same person that I was back then. Some people go through their crazy period in college. Let's just say I had a head start in High School. ;)
Writing about this suddenly reminds me of my cousin. They chose to buy me a gift and it was a neat little pocketwatch that had a demonic face on it. My mom accepted it from them smiling (they were saying that I would totally love it) as she knew that I am a LOT more doclie currently. LOL! Ghosts of my past self I guess.
I would dare say that my friends from my first college would see me differently (as would I - I suppose). I have err 'matured' nicely (well at least I would like to think so!) even since then. Character development is something I really take heavily on (for self betterment that is).
But what would people who haven't seen me since think of me now? I have always been fixated on the 'current' state things and never really dwell on the past (so looking up old high schoolmates kinda breaks that cycle - that or I'm doing things that old people do). High School friends probably remember me as a fun loving (but a nice one - I was never a troublemaker) slacker. College friends from my first college probably remember me as a fun loving person who loved bball and an ex. Friends from my second college probably remember me as a super quiet *cough* hardworking but fun loving hermit. My friends right now probably think of me as a *cough* hardworking, fun loving, dependable hermit. Anyone see a pattern there?
I guess while things do change, somethings stay the same. :)
Recently I decided to see if I could find a bunch of my old High School friends. These are people who have a view of me that dates to close to a decade ago (ZOMG I feel old saying that). I have never had any contact with them what-so-ever during my college days as well as my brief working stint (*sob*).
Good thing with the advances of the internet, I have been able to track down a few of them on Facebook. Surprisingly, they have also seemingly recognized me in my current 'prosperous' self.
But what about characterwise? I know I am definitely not the same person that I was back then. Some people go through their crazy period in college. Let's just say I had a head start in High School. ;)
Writing about this suddenly reminds me of my cousin. They chose to buy me a gift and it was a neat little pocketwatch that had a demonic face on it. My mom accepted it from them smiling (they were saying that I would totally love it) as she knew that I am a LOT more doclie currently. LOL! Ghosts of my past self I guess.
I would dare say that my friends from my first college would see me differently (as would I - I suppose). I have err 'matured' nicely (well at least I would like to think so!) even since then. Character development is something I really take heavily on (for self betterment that is).
But what would people who haven't seen me since think of me now? I have always been fixated on the 'current' state things and never really dwell on the past (so looking up old high schoolmates kinda breaks that cycle - that or I'm doing things that old people do). High School friends probably remember me as a fun loving (but a nice one - I was never a troublemaker) slacker. College friends from my first college probably remember me as a fun loving person who loved bball and an ex. Friends from my second college probably remember me as a super quiet *cough* hardworking but fun loving hermit. My friends right now probably think of me as a *cough* hardworking, fun loving, dependable hermit. Anyone see a pattern there?
I guess while things do change, somethings stay the same. :)
Wednesday, April 22, 2009
PC World's 10 Things to Hate About Tech
Hmm.. I am in a bloggy blog mood. But here goes.
Ran across yet another article (yay!).
I love some of the stuff. I live in the Seattle Area. Seattle is nice. Seattle has a lot of tech companies (that I hope I can somehow get into one of them - hard being a techie with a business major). Microsoft, Amazon.com, Cray, Valve Corporation, Expedia.com, RealNetworks, Isilon, T-Mobile USA, Bungie Studios (Halo anyone?), Monolith Productions (FEAR), et al (and in no particular order).
With it comes the crème de la crème of the software world. So some of this stuff on that list really hits close to home. :p
Taken from the list:
1. People Who Talk on Smartphones 24/7.
Yeah this one really hits close to home. Not only here in Seattle though. I personally still use a 'normal' bar phone (2+ year old Samsung). I really want a HTC pda phone if T-Mobile will ever pick up a proper Windows Mobile one (maybe wait for the new Windows Mobile later this year). Oh and equally weird are the people that keep bluetooth headsets on. I have a bluetooth
headset. I only use it when I am driving or playing multiplayer on the PS3. Other than that, it gets turned off. :)
9. The Laptop Crowd at Starbucks and Panera. Wireless networking technologies have enabled a generation of do-nothings and posers to look busy in coffee shops and restaurants instead of finding themselves all alone in their dark basements.
Yeah these techno warriors hog up all the seats when I want to sit down for 10-15 mins to drink my coffee. Though I am insanely curious as to what the hell are they doing with their laptop out sipping a 'tall' (aka small) cup of latte (as opposed to my venti Strawberries and Cream frap). Do they really need to Facebook/Twitter that much? Personally, I prefer the 'dark basement' but then again, I have a proper mancave.
10. Today's Pandemic of IT Industry Pundits and Blowhards.
Haha. I just posted something about this a few posts back. :p
Try to get some sun today guys. Oh wait, it is gone (up here in Seattle area anyways)... :(
Ran across yet another article (yay!).
I love some of the stuff. I live in the Seattle Area. Seattle is nice. Seattle has a lot of tech companies (that I hope I can somehow get into one of them - hard being a techie with a business major). Microsoft, Amazon.com, Cray, Valve Corporation, Expedia.com, RealNetworks, Isilon, T-Mobile USA, Bungie Studios (Halo anyone?), Monolith Productions (FEAR), et al (and in no particular order).
With it comes the crème de la crème of the software world. So some of this stuff on that list really hits close to home. :p
Taken from the list:
1. People Who Talk on Smartphones 24/7.
Yeah this one really hits close to home. Not only here in Seattle though. I personally still use a 'normal' bar phone (2+ year old Samsung). I really want a HTC pda phone if T-Mobile will ever pick up a proper Windows Mobile one (maybe wait for the new Windows Mobile later this year). Oh and equally weird are the people that keep bluetooth headsets on. I have a bluetooth
headset. I only use it when I am driving or playing multiplayer on the PS3. Other than that, it gets turned off. :)
9. The Laptop Crowd at Starbucks and Panera. Wireless networking technologies have enabled a generation of do-nothings and posers to look busy in coffee shops and restaurants instead of finding themselves all alone in their dark basements.
Yeah these techno warriors hog up all the seats when I want to sit down for 10-15 mins to drink my coffee. Though I am insanely curious as to what the hell are they doing with their laptop out sipping a 'tall' (aka small) cup of latte (as opposed to my venti Strawberries and Cream frap). Do they really need to Facebook/Twitter that much? Personally, I prefer the 'dark basement' but then again, I have a proper mancave.
10. Today's Pandemic of IT Industry Pundits and Blowhards.
Haha. I just posted something about this a few posts back. :p
Try to get some sun today guys. Oh wait, it is gone (up here in Seattle area anyways)... :(
Tuesday, April 21, 2009
Linux = niche
Again, while browsing the interwebs, I ran across another *gasp* link. My my. What free time I have.
Now to reference some stuff:
'.....netbooks had failed to make Linux palatable to the mainstream and that disgruntled consumers were shunning the cheap software for easier to set-up, closed source, proprietary Windows instead.
Now to reference some stuff:
'.....netbooks had failed to make Linux palatable to the mainstream and that disgruntled consumers were shunning the cheap software for easier to set-up, closed source, proprietary Windows instead.
"There were a lot of netbooks loaded with Linux, which saves $50 or $100 or whatever, but from an industry standpoint, there were a lot of returns because people didn't know what to do with it," said Kohurt.
The Lenovo analyst also reckoned people were put off by having to "decompile codes and upload data", claiming "the average person, well, they just want a computer."
Kohurt whined that it was "just too hard" to have to go to a website and download bits of code, adding "Linux needs to get to the point where if you want to plug something in, Linux loads the driver and it just works."'
In general, not entirely unfounded. Linux really isn't for anyone. When I started using Ubuntu Linux (which I totally love BTW), my Google usage skyrocketed a good 2000% (and the proportional increase in the number of bookmarks saved). I had to figure out how to get it to work with my Windows network workgroup (and how to 'see' NTFS for that matter). To this day, I still can't get it to quite play nice with my network printers. To be fair, there is some truth to Ubuntu's slogan "It just works". I have never seen such a painless install that had every single component work right off the bat (without me having to go in and install stuff). It just worked.
The trick is, how to get the stuff that didn't work from the get go. To the average user, it really is a hit or miss kinda deal. Again in the defense of Linux, if you look around, you will find a community that is just overflowing with eagerness to help you out. I have yet to see a 'LOL you n00b' attitude when people genuinely are beginners and asking for help (something that is super rare amongst the e-community of techies - IDK, nerdy IRL dorks need to assert themselves virtually I guess haha). But even with that, do you imagine someone say, an elderly folk or a young kid that would go through all that trouble? Not really. They won't do command lines (which you pretty much need to do anything that involves stuff outside your Home folder in Ubuntu). Downloading an installer is easier than finding code and compiling it to install drivers/programs (though I absolutely whole heartedly love Package Managers - installers should be outdated coz of it haha).
So I totally agree with the writer of the article on this one. Linux is a lot of fun to the right people (those who love tinkering). Not so much to the people that think downloading an installer, double clicking, and potentially clicking on UAC's 'OK' button a few times is a HUGE pain in the ass.
But then again, Linux never was catered to the faint of heart. :)
Tuesday, March 31, 2009
Why I do what I do
Recently, I successfully helped someone setup/troubleshoot a piece of high tech home electronic equipment (boy that should narrow it down huh? :p ). And it really gave me great satisfaction. More importantly, it gave me a reminder as to why I am doing this (apart from the warm fuzzy feeling I enjoy).
I think it is safe to say that I am reasonably well versed in a lot of tech (I dare say that I can put some of the 'certified' people to shame). I can delve into technicalities (lingo, et al) but at the same time, I can gear and present it in a way of why it should matter to you, the average consumer (aka normal humans - not the brainiacs who love to overly complicate things). I have written a great many articles, and I have particiapted in a great many web forum discussions. Where ever I go/live, I am widely referred to in times of techie need.
Why do you do this? Well simple really, if not me, then who else. I started out on this without knowing anything. I slowly searched and read the limited resources that I had. That paired with some kahunas to actually try and do something (at the risk of killing good hardware - haha I still remember the cold sweat I got from the 'trys') has allowed me to grow decently well. So I decided that I will help people out and teach them all I know if they wanted. Where there is a willing ear/eye, my knowledge will be. Now please don't get me wrong. I am no oracle. I do not know everything there is to know (which is the beauty of it really). I always say to people, if you have a question, then ask. One of two things will happen. 1) You will get an unbiased and qualified answer (I always back my statements - if not, talk is cheap). 2) I don't know the answer so I will seek it and we will both learn something new. Either way, you will learn something. The important thing that I make sure is that I will only comment/teach something that I know. I will never mislead the people who ask me (I take it very seriously).
Sure as of late, opinions are a dime a dozen, but it saddens (and out right angers me) that most of these are misleading. Tech advice is ever increasingly becoming diluted by people who manage to overclock by 10FSB are now suddenly 'die hard' overclockers. People who somehow managed to assemble their own PC are suddenly 'expert' builders. And the age old problem that people with thick wallets are suddenly tech experts due to the 'toys' that they have. I despise misleading information. If you want examples of people misleading others, feel free to go to Fry's Electronics and listen in on most of the staff there give advice to their customers (OMG). A great many times I felt the need to interrupt and correct the things spewed from Fry's Associates (and resisted - I don't barge in on people unsolicited). Now I am sure that there may be some who actually know what they are talking about, but if this rare breed does exist, they certainly have eluded me.
How do people gain knowledge/experience. Well one of three ways. 1) Actually doing it. 2) Learning about it. 3) Reading about it. #2 was a no go for me from the start so I had to settle with a lot of #3 and eventually #1s. So I hope to do my part on Earth and help people with #2. I know the feeling of hopeless abandon all too well (I have faced it and continue to face it). So hopefully I will be there to help assist you in any way possible in regards to all things PC/Tech.
Just don't ask me any software/programming stuff. LOL! Hardware/Devices only. :p
I think it is safe to say that I am reasonably well versed in a lot of tech (I dare say that I can put some of the 'certified' people to shame). I can delve into technicalities (lingo, et al) but at the same time, I can gear and present it in a way of why it should matter to you, the average consumer (aka normal humans - not the brainiacs who love to overly complicate things). I have written a great many articles, and I have particiapted in a great many web forum discussions. Where ever I go/live, I am widely referred to in times of techie need.
Why do you do this? Well simple really, if not me, then who else. I started out on this without knowing anything. I slowly searched and read the limited resources that I had. That paired with some kahunas to actually try and do something (at the risk of killing good hardware - haha I still remember the cold sweat I got from the 'trys') has allowed me to grow decently well. So I decided that I will help people out and teach them all I know if they wanted. Where there is a willing ear/eye, my knowledge will be. Now please don't get me wrong. I am no oracle. I do not know everything there is to know (which is the beauty of it really). I always say to people, if you have a question, then ask. One of two things will happen. 1) You will get an unbiased and qualified answer (I always back my statements - if not, talk is cheap). 2) I don't know the answer so I will seek it and we will both learn something new. Either way, you will learn something. The important thing that I make sure is that I will only comment/teach something that I know. I will never mislead the people who ask me (I take it very seriously).
Sure as of late, opinions are a dime a dozen, but it saddens (and out right angers me) that most of these are misleading. Tech advice is ever increasingly becoming diluted by people who manage to overclock by 10FSB are now suddenly 'die hard' overclockers. People who somehow managed to assemble their own PC are suddenly 'expert' builders. And the age old problem that people with thick wallets are suddenly tech experts due to the 'toys' that they have. I despise misleading information. If you want examples of people misleading others, feel free to go to Fry's Electronics and listen in on most of the staff there give advice to their customers (OMG). A great many times I felt the need to interrupt and correct the things spewed from Fry's Associates (and resisted - I don't barge in on people unsolicited). Now I am sure that there may be some who actually know what they are talking about, but if this rare breed does exist, they certainly have eluded me.
How do people gain knowledge/experience. Well one of three ways. 1) Actually doing it. 2) Learning about it. 3) Reading about it. #2 was a no go for me from the start so I had to settle with a lot of #3 and eventually #1s. So I hope to do my part on Earth and help people with #2. I know the feeling of hopeless abandon all too well (I have faced it and continue to face it). So hopefully I will be there to help assist you in any way possible in regards to all things PC/Tech.
Just don't ask me any software/programming stuff. LOL! Hardware/Devices only. :p
Friday, March 20, 2009
Thinkers, Do-ers, Dreamers.
Actions speak louder than words. Consistency is paramount.
Some of the words I live by. And in all honesty, I believe them to be a good basis on some things.
Words are just words. Some people say one thing and completely do another. Thats where consistency steps in. If I say I believe on A, it will not be subject to conditions (if X, then B, or if C than, Y. A is A is A). A belief is nothing without conviction. You would just talk the talk but not walk the walk so to speak.
Thinking and Doing.
Dreams. Dreams are what goals (and truths) are made of. Humanity's positive qualities would have never made it anywhere without starting from a dream (the initiate of the proverbial ripple in the water - something has to start it).
Dreams allows one to continuously pursue their agenda and keep everything in line during the think and thins of it all.
In between all of it are the trials and tribulations (aka Life). I've hit snags on my goals. My dreams are as bright as ever, and most important of all I have stayed true to myself (conviction).
Why this stupid post? Well just a reminder to myself of who/what I am and how I must persevere and weather the storm. How I have yet to drop down and beg or bend like reeds in the wind and how I intend to continue with my unyielding resolve.
Some of the words I live by. And in all honesty, I believe them to be a good basis on some things.
Words are just words. Some people say one thing and completely do another. Thats where consistency steps in. If I say I believe on A, it will not be subject to conditions (if X, then B, or if C than, Y. A is A is A). A belief is nothing without conviction. You would just talk the talk but not walk the walk so to speak.
Thinking and Doing.
Dreams. Dreams are what goals (and truths) are made of. Humanity's positive qualities would have never made it anywhere without starting from a dream (the initiate of the proverbial ripple in the water - something has to start it).
Dreams allows one to continuously pursue their agenda and keep everything in line during the think and thins of it all.
In between all of it are the trials and tribulations (aka Life). I've hit snags on my goals. My dreams are as bright as ever, and most important of all I have stayed true to myself (conviction).
Why this stupid post? Well just a reminder to myself of who/what I am and how I must persevere and weather the storm. How I have yet to drop down and beg or bend like reeds in the wind and how I intend to continue with my unyielding resolve.
Tuesday, December 9, 2008
MIA, Gaming, RAID, and WTF ASUS....
Yeah I know. I've been missing for quite a while.
Truth be told, I blame the games. :p
Other than that, I am getting a lot more guitar play time (as I nurse my re-emergent thumb injury - timing I know!).
Other than that, my PC is finally getting some loving in the sense of new hardware. I have long wanted to replace my somewhat old Raptor X (and its 10,000 RPM SATA 150 fury). Main reason being that I am simply running out of space (it has 150GB unformatted). The obvious solution would be to simply get a 300GB VelociRaptor. Truth be told, I almost jumped on it thanks to Newegg's smashing deal (with the VR being priced at 220USD plus a nice Mail-In-Rebate to sweeten it some more).
But I posed a question. SSDs are fast maturing and with the capacity increasing and the price per Gigabyte steadily dropping (as well as the Godly performance of Intel's SSDs that they are championing and pushing heavily), would spending that much on a VR be worth it in say 6-12 months? My long standing position on SSDs is that I would migrate to them once Cost/GB matched that of a VR and that time may come pretty soon.
So as such, I decided to look for cheaper alternatives. I started looking around the various offerings and I pretty much decided on a WD Caviar Black or a Samsung SpinPoint F1 series drive. I didn't really need too big of a size (2TB+ on the Server) and they are pretty much the best at 7200 rpm consumer drives.
Or were they?
I decided to expand it a bit and wanted to see what viable RAID options are there out there? Specifically, RAID 0. I am not worried about redundancy as I have WHS to save me in my time of need (backups are done daily and the last 3 day, week, and month interval are kept on the server). I just want raw performance. So I tried looking at the WD Caviar Black and SpinPoint F1s in RAID 0. From there, I found my gem. The Western Digital RE3 SATA 3Gbs Enterprise drives. RE stands for 'RAID Edition' and this is WD's third iteration for this series of Enterprise class drives (thats server/workstation usage for you normal people). Simply put, the RE3s are basically Caviar Blacks (and their dual processor goodness) that have been extra tested for reliability (warrantied for 5 years at 100 duty cycle - aka full load for 5 years) and has been given some optimizations. Optimizations you say? What optimizations? Well, since they are RAID Edition drives, they have been optimized for Mult-Disk usage (aka RAID Arrays!). And my do they fly...
So coolness. I got them (well more like asked for them) for my B-Day (T-minus 10 days as of writing). When they arrived, I was so excited, I tore out my drive cage, dumped the Raptor X (though never wiped it - you never know!) and installed my new two RAID gems. Made some necessary changes in the BIOS and started up the Intel Matrix RAID screen to build my RAID 0 Array. Then when I tried to install Windows Vista x64 (was waiting for new hard drives), I started getting RAID errors and BSODs. WTF? Apparently, my lovely motherboard has a well known issue when it comes to SATA II drives when used in AHCI or RAID. Asus support was abysmal as always (wanted me to do an RMA but even I know the revisions do nothing and I have tried everything already). So here I am, 2 B-Day present RAID hard drives that won't run RAID (can't tell which is worse - a b-day present you can't use or hardware that you can't use).
Just great. WTF ASUS! SERIOUSLY! Strike two for this mobo (it has already murdered 6 sets of 2x1GB OCZ Reaper PC 1066 ram previously). Good thing I haven't nuked the contents on the Raptor X.
The only choices I have at this point is 1) Buy a new mobo or 2) Buy a RAID Controller card. Door numero uno is a no no (puns puns) as I know full well that I will be upgrading to Core i7 in a few months (or finding employment - whichever comes first - yeah still jobless - pewpy economy). So a RAID controller looked a lot nicer and I went with it. I made it a point, if I was going to get a RAID solution (and spend money), I might as well get a 'true' Hardware RAID Controller.
Why a Hardware RAID? The ones that are included on the motherboard (usually via the Southbridge chip) are not 'true' hardware RAID. Why? Well they utilize the system's CPU cycles and use the system's RAM. Hardware RAID will have its own dedicated CPU and cache to minimize the dependency from the host system's resources. Therefore, there is usually a difference in performance with Hardware Controllers. Also they aren't reliant on software on getting stuff done (software gets corrupted, hardware doesn't - they just break haha). Also system migration will be a lot easier. I won't have to do a full reformat (at least in theory) when I migrate to Core i7 as the HDDs are on an isolated system. Probably just need to reinstall drivers and everything will be dandy. The fact that the drives are on an isolated system has quite a few benefits. Any instability (*cough* Overclocking *cough*) from my system will have a reduced chance of corrupting my hard drives, any system slow downs won't impact the drives, etc. I will fully explore these as time goes by.
So what did I get?
Meet the 3ware 9650SE-2LP. It has a 500MHz PowerPC processor and 128mb DDR2 ECC RAM on board and uses a PCI Express x1 connection (way more than enough for 2 drives). I didn't really see the need to get more than 2 ports as I just need some RAID 0 action and I don't need huge amounts of space (or else the storage I will need on my WHS will increase as well... :| ). Once I get the bad boy, I will slap it on and get my Array and Vista x64 installed. It will be fun to play and experiment.
Rest assured, I will update on this on Monday as that is when my RAID controller arrives. Fully expect some benchmarking (HD Tune, Winbench, IOmeter) between my Raptor X and the 9650SE-2LP + WD RE3 combo to see just how much 'objective' performance I will be able to squeeze out of this.
Stay tuned my gracious readers (if you guys exist that is). You may now collect the melted brain that has been undoubtedly oozing out of your ears in the due course of this blog post.
PS: Looking back at this post, I think it's safe to say I made up for some lost time huh? :p Typed non-stop in one sitting (didn't really take too long - my 80wpm typing FTW!).
Truth be told, I blame the games. :p
Other than that, I am getting a lot more guitar play time (as I nurse my re-emergent thumb injury - timing I know!).
Other than that, my PC is finally getting some loving in the sense of new hardware. I have long wanted to replace my somewhat old Raptor X (and its 10,000 RPM SATA 150 fury). Main reason being that I am simply running out of space (it has 150GB unformatted). The obvious solution would be to simply get a 300GB VelociRaptor. Truth be told, I almost jumped on it thanks to Newegg's smashing deal (with the VR being priced at 220USD plus a nice Mail-In-Rebate to sweeten it some more).
But I posed a question. SSDs are fast maturing and with the capacity increasing and the price per Gigabyte steadily dropping (as well as the Godly performance of Intel's SSDs that they are championing and pushing heavily), would spending that much on a VR be worth it in say 6-12 months? My long standing position on SSDs is that I would migrate to them once Cost/GB matched that of a VR and that time may come pretty soon.
So as such, I decided to look for cheaper alternatives. I started looking around the various offerings and I pretty much decided on a WD Caviar Black or a Samsung SpinPoint F1 series drive. I didn't really need too big of a size (2TB+ on the Server) and they are pretty much the best at 7200 rpm consumer drives.
Or were they?
I decided to expand it a bit and wanted to see what viable RAID options are there out there? Specifically, RAID 0. I am not worried about redundancy as I have WHS to save me in my time of need (backups are done daily and the last 3 day, week, and month interval are kept on the server). I just want raw performance. So I tried looking at the WD Caviar Black and SpinPoint F1s in RAID 0. From there, I found my gem. The Western Digital RE3 SATA 3Gbs Enterprise drives. RE stands for 'RAID Edition' and this is WD's third iteration for this series of Enterprise class drives (thats server/workstation usage for you normal people). Simply put, the RE3s are basically Caviar Blacks (and their dual processor goodness) that have been extra tested for reliability (warrantied for 5 years at 100 duty cycle - aka full load for 5 years) and has been given some optimizations. Optimizations you say? What optimizations? Well, since they are RAID Edition drives, they have been optimized for Mult-Disk usage (aka RAID Arrays!). And my do they fly...
So coolness. I got them (well more like asked for them) for my B-Day (T-minus 10 days as of writing). When they arrived, I was so excited, I tore out my drive cage, dumped the Raptor X (though never wiped it - you never know!) and installed my new two RAID gems. Made some necessary changes in the BIOS and started up the Intel Matrix RAID screen to build my RAID 0 Array. Then when I tried to install Windows Vista x64 (was waiting for new hard drives), I started getting RAID errors and BSODs. WTF? Apparently, my lovely motherboard has a well known issue when it comes to SATA II drives when used in AHCI or RAID. Asus support was abysmal as always (wanted me to do an RMA but even I know the revisions do nothing and I have tried everything already). So here I am, 2 B-Day present RAID hard drives that won't run RAID (can't tell which is worse - a b-day present you can't use or hardware that you can't use).
Just great. WTF ASUS! SERIOUSLY! Strike two for this mobo (it has already murdered 6 sets of 2x1GB OCZ Reaper PC 1066 ram previously). Good thing I haven't nuked the contents on the Raptor X.
The only choices I have at this point is 1) Buy a new mobo or 2) Buy a RAID Controller card. Door numero uno is a no no (puns puns) as I know full well that I will be upgrading to Core i7 in a few months (or finding employment - whichever comes first - yeah still jobless - pewpy economy). So a RAID controller looked a lot nicer and I went with it. I made it a point, if I was going to get a RAID solution (and spend money), I might as well get a 'true' Hardware RAID Controller.
Why a Hardware RAID? The ones that are included on the motherboard (usually via the Southbridge chip) are not 'true' hardware RAID. Why? Well they utilize the system's CPU cycles and use the system's RAM. Hardware RAID will have its own dedicated CPU and cache to minimize the dependency from the host system's resources. Therefore, there is usually a difference in performance with Hardware Controllers. Also they aren't reliant on software on getting stuff done (software gets corrupted, hardware doesn't - they just break haha). Also system migration will be a lot easier. I won't have to do a full reformat (at least in theory) when I migrate to Core i7 as the HDDs are on an isolated system. Probably just need to reinstall drivers and everything will be dandy. The fact that the drives are on an isolated system has quite a few benefits. Any instability (*cough* Overclocking *cough*) from my system will have a reduced chance of corrupting my hard drives, any system slow downs won't impact the drives, etc. I will fully explore these as time goes by.
So what did I get?
Meet the 3ware 9650SE-2LP. It has a 500MHz PowerPC processor and 128mb DDR2 ECC RAM on board and uses a PCI Express x1 connection (way more than enough for 2 drives). I didn't really see the need to get more than 2 ports as I just need some RAID 0 action and I don't need huge amounts of space (or else the storage I will need on my WHS will increase as well... :| ). Once I get the bad boy, I will slap it on and get my Array and Vista x64 installed. It will be fun to play and experiment.
Rest assured, I will update on this on Monday as that is when my RAID controller arrives. Fully expect some benchmarking (HD Tune, Winbench, IOmeter) between my Raptor X and the 9650SE-2LP + WD RE3 combo to see just how much 'objective' performance I will be able to squeeze out of this.
Stay tuned my gracious readers (if you guys exist that is). You may now collect the melted brain that has been undoubtedly oozing out of your ears in the due course of this blog post.
PS: Looking back at this post, I think it's safe to say I made up for some lost time huh? :p Typed non-stop in one sitting (didn't really take too long - my 80wpm typing FTW!).
Monday, November 3, 2008
I <3 my Gigabit Network
I would just have to re-iterate how much I love having a full Gigabit network (that's 1000Mbits/second). I just love how PC to PC transfers are almost as fast as drive to drive transfers (I/O bottleneck instead of network now). I love seeing 60-70% network utilization during a ripped album (in FLAC) takes a few seconds from my desktop to my server. The bandwidth is amazing. Me likies.
I used to think that Gigabit was a waste of time but now my everyday over the network stuff is so much better. Transferring contents of one hard drive to another PC (to shuffle hard drives around) are sooo fast. I guess it beats Ethernet Bonding (and no point in bonding Gigabit since there is an I/O bottleneck as is anyways - unless if I start doing some crazy SSD RAID action - but even then, its not worth it haha)...
That and I still have a big box of Cat6 in my bedroom.... :o
I used to think that Gigabit was a waste of time but now my everyday over the network stuff is so much better. Transferring contents of one hard drive to another PC (to shuffle hard drives around) are sooo fast. I guess it beats Ethernet Bonding (and no point in bonding Gigabit since there is an I/O bottleneck as is anyways - unless if I start doing some crazy SSD RAID action - but even then, its not worth it haha)...
That and I still have a big box of Cat6 in my bedroom.... :o
Monday, October 20, 2008
The Wood on the Trees, and the Tree in the Woods
The title of this post is one that is thought provoking. They are two separate lenses that can pretty much be applied to tons of things. However in this humble post before you, I will hold it in the spectrum of Causation.
The United States of America. She is a wonderful gleaming epitome of the 'desired' state of being. No other country comes close in the unity of its people, wealth and technology, and good old spirit. I personally was born an American. And God, am I proud about it. I was born an American, and I will die an American.
The United States of America is on the verge of a transformational change. The start of this new Millennia, the United States was led by a president. President George W. Bush. His term is coming to an end. November 4th will ultimately decide who will replace him as President of this wondrous country and as one of the world leaders.
Never in my young 25 years of my life have I felt that the new President holds a very important (and daunting) task ahead. The new President needs to combat elements not only on the miltary front (obviously), but also the economic and world's perception front as well. That's right my esteemed readers. The world's perceptions on us Americans. And that is the basis of this little piece of writing.
I had a very important luxury that most of my fellow Americans did not have. I grew up (spent half of my life) in a foreign country. Though not as an American 'foreigner', but as a native inhabitant. There, I experienced life on the 'outside'. I experienced two sides of a coin. Both the expressed admiration of America as well as the dislike of the various actions that were taken by this great nation. For all of the admiration, I reinforced them with my experiences, and for the negatives, I dispelled inaccuracies (given as much as a child and later on a teenager was able to) and sought to correct wrongs that unjustly tarnished my country. But already echoes that partially struck chords of truth back then (in the 90s). Americans are aggressors, bullies, police of the world. I pointed out that we act as liberators and assist humanity where needed. We help in the light of catastrophe no matter where in the four corners of the world it may be. Regardless of race, religion, and background. The SAME things that ALL Americans are extended by their country.
But how is it now? Where are we now? I can no longer defend my country effectively in my own way. Not when some of her own people provide the fuel for the flames.
Given that does not speak for the whole nation (heck not even the majority of the nation), but it is a voice. But at least some with high standing are still able to see clearly.
Now the thing I would like to take from that clip is General Powell's question - "What if he is? Is there something wrong? No, that's not America." And it really is not. Why is it even being made an issue by some of America's great people?
Here is the picture that was mentioned by General Powell. Yes, Muslims fight and die for our honor as well. Since when? Well for quite a while. Malcom X is another famous (albeit downplayed) example (Muslim as in Sunni/Shiite Islam). Our American Patriots consist of Americans regardless of race, religion, and background and they continue to fight for so much domestic and abroad.
More towards the end (4mins onwards). General Powell outlines a few things currently happening that is being seen at the world stage. He reminds us what Americans are (and I have always had tons of respect & admiration for him). We have deeply rooted history as being a melting pot of various nationalities and beliefs. We have not always been the best at it, but we have had the most experience in fighting for it. We are going so far as to promoting it around the world and lending a shoulder to those who believe in the same will but are unable to stand on their own. But we have ruptures from within. Again, I know it is not the sole voice (I would even go so far as it is not a sentiment shared by a majority of Americans), but it is worrying that such perception exists. Agendas must always be fought for, but there is a correct way to light a fire. Wood on the Trees.
Actions are always the cause of ripples. The surface of water will stay still unless one touches it to start them off. But it would be woefully short sighted to start them without thinking where the ripples would go.
So lets step out. Trees in the Woods. How does the world see us as now? I spoke earlier on causation. How do the things that are conjured and indoctrinated within us as well as the things that leave our expressions affect us as a whole? With that in mind, can we proudly stand up to people who watch the news around the world, that we are not the real tyrants? Can we still be the ideal people and the ideal land in the world?
Yes we can. We must live, breathe, walk and act like Americans. Just, true, diligent, brave and most importantly, united. The world is watching. We have only great things to accomplish. The world is broader then our "Sea to Shining Sea". Take some time to learn and understand. Go out and see the world. Only then will you catch a glimpse of what some people have seen on the outside. Only then can we truly step into this new age and continue to lead the world on every aspect.
PS:
I have a number of areas that I would like to add (though could not fit in the confines of the above article).
The United States of America is NOT a Christian, Jewish, or Muslim country. This wonderful nation is Secular (read and re-read the First Amendment - Separation of Church and State). This in my humble opinion is the way to go for my country. Everyone is free to practice what the believe and it bears no holding on the people's governance. Mixing two of them together increases the chances of things going FUBAR. Our founding fathers were wise well beyond their time and I truly believe this wisdom will stand true for eternity.
The enemy of this great nation, are the Terrorists. Not Muslims. Terrorist are oppressors, provokers, and examples (apart from Al-Qa'ida) are/(were) the IRA (it's various remnants and splinter cells currently), the ETA (Basque Separatists). Terrorism is something that has nothing to do with any religion (although usually used as a facade). They fight a War of Attrition and by having some people act as how they would like, they have victory. Discord and disrupting peace and unity are usually their targets. Muslims on the other hand are good people who are taught peace and humility (keyword is 'taught').
Vote. Vote for who you think is right. Vote and support the candidate that will uphold our values. That will improve all 3 fronts that we as a nation face. I have my own inclinations. You should to. Do not let anyone decide for you.
If this has stimulated some thought (a 'HMMM...' will do just fine), then my writing has not been in vain.
The United States of America. She is a wonderful gleaming epitome of the 'desired' state of being. No other country comes close in the unity of its people, wealth and technology, and good old spirit. I personally was born an American. And God, am I proud about it. I was born an American, and I will die an American.
The United States of America is on the verge of a transformational change. The start of this new Millennia, the United States was led by a president. President George W. Bush. His term is coming to an end. November 4th will ultimately decide who will replace him as President of this wondrous country and as one of the world leaders.
Never in my young 25 years of my life have I felt that the new President holds a very important (and daunting) task ahead. The new President needs to combat elements not only on the miltary front (obviously), but also the economic and world's perception front as well. That's right my esteemed readers. The world's perceptions on us Americans. And that is the basis of this little piece of writing.
I had a very important luxury that most of my fellow Americans did not have. I grew up (spent half of my life) in a foreign country. Though not as an American 'foreigner', but as a native inhabitant. There, I experienced life on the 'outside'. I experienced two sides of a coin. Both the expressed admiration of America as well as the dislike of the various actions that were taken by this great nation. For all of the admiration, I reinforced them with my experiences, and for the negatives, I dispelled inaccuracies (given as much as a child and later on a teenager was able to) and sought to correct wrongs that unjustly tarnished my country. But already echoes that partially struck chords of truth back then (in the 90s). Americans are aggressors, bullies, police of the world. I pointed out that we act as liberators and assist humanity where needed. We help in the light of catastrophe no matter where in the four corners of the world it may be. Regardless of race, religion, and background. The SAME things that ALL Americans are extended by their country.
But how is it now? Where are we now? I can no longer defend my country effectively in my own way. Not when some of her own people provide the fuel for the flames.
Given that does not speak for the whole nation (heck not even the majority of the nation), but it is a voice. But at least some with high standing are still able to see clearly.
Now the thing I would like to take from that clip is General Powell's question - "What if he is? Is there something wrong? No, that's not America." And it really is not. Why is it even being made an issue by some of America's great people?
Here is the picture that was mentioned by General Powell. Yes, Muslims fight and die for our honor as well. Since when? Well for quite a while. Malcom X is another famous (albeit downplayed) example (Muslim as in Sunni/Shiite Islam). Our American Patriots consist of Americans regardless of race, religion, and background and they continue to fight for so much domestic and abroad.
More towards the end (4mins onwards). General Powell outlines a few things currently happening that is being seen at the world stage. He reminds us what Americans are (and I have always had tons of respect & admiration for him). We have deeply rooted history as being a melting pot of various nationalities and beliefs. We have not always been the best at it, but we have had the most experience in fighting for it. We are going so far as to promoting it around the world and lending a shoulder to those who believe in the same will but are unable to stand on their own. But we have ruptures from within. Again, I know it is not the sole voice (I would even go so far as it is not a sentiment shared by a majority of Americans), but it is worrying that such perception exists. Agendas must always be fought for, but there is a correct way to light a fire. Wood on the Trees.
Actions are always the cause of ripples. The surface of water will stay still unless one touches it to start them off. But it would be woefully short sighted to start them without thinking where the ripples would go.
So lets step out. Trees in the Woods. How does the world see us as now? I spoke earlier on causation. How do the things that are conjured and indoctrinated within us as well as the things that leave our expressions affect us as a whole? With that in mind, can we proudly stand up to people who watch the news around the world, that we are not the real tyrants? Can we still be the ideal people and the ideal land in the world?
Yes we can. We must live, breathe, walk and act like Americans. Just, true, diligent, brave and most importantly, united. The world is watching. We have only great things to accomplish. The world is broader then our "Sea to Shining Sea". Take some time to learn and understand. Go out and see the world. Only then will you catch a glimpse of what some people have seen on the outside. Only then can we truly step into this new age and continue to lead the world on every aspect.
PS:
I have a number of areas that I would like to add (though could not fit in the confines of the above article).
The United States of America is NOT a Christian, Jewish, or Muslim country. This wonderful nation is Secular (read and re-read the First Amendment - Separation of Church and State). This in my humble opinion is the way to go for my country. Everyone is free to practice what the believe and it bears no holding on the people's governance. Mixing two of them together increases the chances of things going FUBAR. Our founding fathers were wise well beyond their time and I truly believe this wisdom will stand true for eternity.
The enemy of this great nation, are the Terrorists. Not Muslims. Terrorist are oppressors, provokers, and examples (apart from Al-Qa'ida) are/(were) the IRA (it's various remnants and splinter cells currently), the ETA (Basque Separatists). Terrorism is something that has nothing to do with any religion (although usually used as a facade). They fight a War of Attrition and by having some people act as how they would like, they have victory. Discord and disrupting peace and unity are usually their targets. Muslims on the other hand are good people who are taught peace and humility (keyword is 'taught').
Vote. Vote for who you think is right. Vote and support the candidate that will uphold our values. That will improve all 3 fronts that we as a nation face. I have my own inclinations. You should to. Do not let anyone decide for you.
If this has stimulated some thought (a 'HMMM...' will do just fine), then my writing has not been in vain.
Tuesday, September 9, 2008
Hilarious pick up lines
Well since I am a woefully single overly kind and humble (but commited) geek, I am not very good on pick up lines (heck I think the act of picking up itself would creep a girl out).
BUT!
I have just ran across some A-Class hilarious ones.
Allow me to share (and no I was not looking for pick up line examples - ran across them by chance. Psh... :p ) (and no, they do not represent my perception towards woman - try me :p ).
"you must wash your clothes in windex, cause I can see myself in your pants"
"Hi. I'm Barack Obama. What's your name?"
"Hi. I'm Michael Phelps. What's your name?"
"So, how do you like your eggs?............ Fertilized"
"Excuse me. Do you know how much a walrus weighs? No? Just enough to break the ice. Hi, my name's Barack Obama. What are you listening to?"
"Hey do you like potato chips? I am Fri-To-Lay!" <-- BAHAHAHAHA
" Girl your father must have been a baker because your buuns are driveing me crazy".
" Hi, I can lick my forehead"
"whats your myspace?"
Umm... Yeah....
BUT!
I have just ran across some A-Class hilarious ones.
Allow me to share (and no I was not looking for pick up line examples - ran across them by chance. Psh... :p ) (and no, they do not represent my perception towards woman - try me :p ).
"you must wash your clothes in windex, cause I can see myself in your pants"
"Hi. I'm Barack Obama. What's your name?"
"Hi. I'm Michael Phelps. What's your name?"
"So, how do you like your eggs?............ Fertilized"
"Excuse me. Do you know how much a walrus weighs? No? Just enough to break the ice. Hi, my name's Barack Obama. What are you listening to?"
"Hey do you like potato chips? I am Fri-To-Lay!" <-- BAHAHAHAHA
" Girl your father must have been a baker because your buuns are driveing me crazy".
" Hi, I can lick my forehead"
"whats your myspace?"
Umm... Yeah....
Tuesday, July 29, 2008
When does a right become a wrong?
Does the end justify the means or does the means justify the end? Philosophical.
How can good intentions be misconstrued? How can it be lost in translation?
How can love cause pain?
Life is hard. Emotions are hard. Fine tuning to wavelengths is hard.
It is almost enough to make one want to forgo it all and live a life of solitude.
Almost...
How can good intentions be misconstrued? How can it be lost in translation?
How can love cause pain?
Life is hard. Emotions are hard. Fine tuning to wavelengths is hard.
It is almost enough to make one want to forgo it all and live a life of solitude.
Almost...
Monday, July 28, 2008
If only peace was this easy...
Saw this one excerpt below:
Now if people could actually understand the true meaning of tolerance. If one could have everyone dispel their xenophobic ways. If we are to get anywhere as the 'Human Race', this is an obstacle we will have to overcome. Everyone needs to improve. Not just one side of the coin.
People of the Book in general, are not very different. The only difference we have is culture. There is no Islamic fundamentalists. Just terrorists. Terror is not a fundamental of any religion (no religion teaches killing of innocents). With that, neither is it a teaching of any religion to be imposing on others. Coercion, and belief have no ties what-so-ever. This goes for those without a belief or those who believe in something else. Everyone in their own way. No one tells the other what is right or wrong because right and wrong (apart from the general consensus) is subjective to culture and person.
Fear and hate come natural. Learn about your neighbor. And do not be quick to judge. Go out into the world. It is a lot bigger than you think.
In the end, we are all brothers (and sisters) in the human race. No one better than the other, instead, one is as bad as all others (a more humble view - if you will - strive to be better).
Anwar Ibrahim in an interview with Time magazine in June 1996:
Democracy is a gradual process that comes when society matures. We have to reach a stage where people must be given the rights and confidence that come with democracy. . . . It is not fair to insist that we mature in a few years. So you ask me, are we a complete democracy as understood by some countries in the West? Then I would say no. But if you say therefore that democracy is alien to Asia, I would certainly say no. Because the issue of human rights -- fundamental differences, freedom -- is very much in our religious teaching, be it Islam, Christianity or Confucianism. So to consider democracy as something alien to us is in my mind unacceptable. . . .
I think Islam teaches enough tolerance and understanding. But one problem with Islam is the prejudice of the West against it: anybody who practices Islam is a fundamentalist. Islam in Southeast Asia is a unique experience. If you are a good practicing Muslim in Malaysia, you are a democrat, you are tolerant, you try to learn and understand other cultures and religions. You don't need to force Islamic laws on others.
SOURCENow if people could actually understand the true meaning of tolerance. If one could have everyone dispel their xenophobic ways. If we are to get anywhere as the 'Human Race', this is an obstacle we will have to overcome. Everyone needs to improve. Not just one side of the coin.
People of the Book in general, are not very different. The only difference we have is culture. There is no Islamic fundamentalists. Just terrorists. Terror is not a fundamental of any religion (no religion teaches killing of innocents). With that, neither is it a teaching of any religion to be imposing on others. Coercion, and belief have no ties what-so-ever. This goes for those without a belief or those who believe in something else. Everyone in their own way. No one tells the other what is right or wrong because right and wrong (apart from the general consensus) is subjective to culture and person.
Fear and hate come natural. Learn about your neighbor. And do not be quick to judge. Go out into the world. It is a lot bigger than you think.
In the end, we are all brothers (and sisters) in the human race. No one better than the other, instead, one is as bad as all others (a more humble view - if you will - strive to be better).
Monday, July 14, 2008
Quote of the day
Muahahaha.
Ran across this when I was reading about the AMD/ATI 4870 X2 graphics card.
"As a result, the X2's 1600 total stream processors have a peak computational rate of 2.4 teraflops. That's, erm, considerable—beyond the obvious graphics applications, that's the sort of computing power that may one day enable men to figure out what women want."
BAHAHAHAHAHA!
Geek pwnage.
Ran across this when I was reading about the AMD/ATI 4870 X2 graphics card.
"As a result, the X2's 1600 total stream processors have a peak computational rate of 2.4 teraflops. That's, erm, considerable—beyond the obvious graphics applications, that's the sort of computing power that may one day enable men to figure out what women want."
BAHAHAHAHAHA!
Geek pwnage.
Wednesday, July 9, 2008
Lan cables SUCK!
Well crimping them at least. :s
Warning: I am getting my Geek on!
Yesterday, we had people come in and install some in wall LAN cables. For this purpose, I supplied some Cat6 cables, the 8P8C connectors that are spec'd for Cat6 as well as Cat6 modular plugs.
For those who knows, all of this is for Gigabit Ethernet. Since we wanted to lay cables in the wall, I figured we might as well. Plus I have the Windows Home Server which really does benefit from Gigabit Ethernet especially with multiple computers accessing it at the same time!
But at any rate. We have some (actually a lot) of extra wire (kinda bought a 1000ft spool of Cat6) so I figured I would make patch cables using the (tons of) spare Cat6 cables.
In order to do this, you have to crimp the cable once you sort it out based on which arrangement you want to use. But the Pain In The Ass (PITA for short) part is inserting the arranged wire into the modular plug to be crimped.... Somehow, the wires tend to get everywhere and sometimes not even lining up correctly when in the connector. The Heartache!
Crimping sucks. I need better plugs.
Warning: I am getting my Geek on!
Yesterday, we had people come in and install some in wall LAN cables. For this purpose, I supplied some Cat6 cables, the 8P8C connectors that are spec'd for Cat6 as well as Cat6 modular plugs.
For those who knows, all of this is for Gigabit Ethernet. Since we wanted to lay cables in the wall, I figured we might as well. Plus I have the Windows Home Server which really does benefit from Gigabit Ethernet especially with multiple computers accessing it at the same time!
But at any rate. We have some (actually a lot) of extra wire (kinda bought a 1000ft spool of Cat6) so I figured I would make patch cables using the (tons of) spare Cat6 cables.
In order to do this, you have to crimp the cable once you sort it out based on which arrangement you want to use. But the Pain In The Ass (PITA for short) part is inserting the arranged wire into the modular plug to be crimped.... Somehow, the wires tend to get everywhere and sometimes not even lining up correctly when in the connector. The Heartache!
Crimping sucks. I need better plugs.
Monday, July 7, 2008
The Buck Stops Here!
Image from WikipediaAnd this is one of the rare times that I mean it both literally as well as figuratively. :o
I have been spending waaaay too much lately. The latest cause of cash expenditures? PC/Cooling upgrades... :s
Things I just bought for my setup:
1) 850w UPS (had a nasty brownout the other day, scared me shitless) Has my PC, Server, TV and consoles hooked up to it (though can't run em all at once due to overload LOL).
2) PC Cooling galore. New rad ($$$ Thermochill - stupid British Pounds to USD forex), new Pump (MCP655 - 1200 Liters per Hour, 50ft of Head Pressure - AWESOME!), 3 quieter powerful fans (tired of feeling like my room is in a Boeing 737), tubing (expensive Tygon).
3) PC Hardware interim upgrade galore. New CPU (Core 2 Duo 'Wolfdale SLAPL'), new ram kit (2x2GB PC8500 ram).
And that crap was only the major stuff I bought last week!
Refrain!
Stop spending!
I have been spending waaaay too much lately. The latest cause of cash expenditures? PC/Cooling upgrades... :s
Things I just bought for my setup:
1) 850w UPS (had a nasty brownout the other day, scared me shitless) Has my PC, Server, TV and consoles hooked up to it (though can't run em all at once due to overload LOL).
2) PC Cooling galore. New rad ($$$ Thermochill - stupid British Pounds to USD forex), new Pump (MCP655 - 1200 Liters per Hour, 50ft of Head Pressure - AWESOME!), 3 quieter powerful fans (tired of feeling like my room is in a Boeing 737), tubing (expensive Tygon).
3) PC Hardware interim upgrade galore. New CPU (Core 2 Duo 'Wolfdale SLAPL'), new ram kit (2x2GB PC8500 ram).
And that crap was only the major stuff I bought last week!
Refrain!
Stop spending!
Moving sucks but....
It is a cool kinda suckage (if there is such a thing).
Kinda lets me start fresh. No crap. When I left my apartment, I had like 2 mounds of crapola that was destined for the dumpster.
Yet it sucks coz of the down time (I was deprived of Internet for over a week!). No Air-Conditioning (YET!) so my PC had to stay off to prevent internal combustion of my room due to high heat (no I do not need 400+ watts of heat from my PC - yes it is a space heater). That and my idle temperatures were way too high.
My PS3 was my sole confidant throughout all of this (again with no internet connection).
We did some semi-massive renovations. My brothers repainted their rooms (though I did tell them that the purple pink combo and the all pink walls suited both of them), we have to replace/cover up drywalls, mounted my dad's 52' LCD HDTV, we still need some A/C (eventhough the temperatures have tapered off - I made a point that it's pointless to feel like shit in your own home - even if it is just for a few months of the year), we need some Cat6 LAN cables laid into the walls so that the PCs can enjoy gigabit ethernet (what can I say, there is a resident computer geek in the house - that and a Windows Home Server), and some random little things here and there.
Kinda lets me start fresh. No crap. When I left my apartment, I had like 2 mounds of crapola that was destined for the dumpster.
Yet it sucks coz of the down time (I was deprived of Internet for over a week!). No Air-Conditioning (YET!) so my PC had to stay off to prevent internal combustion of my room due to high heat (no I do not need 400+ watts of heat from my PC - yes it is a space heater). That and my idle temperatures were way too high.
My PS3 was my sole confidant throughout all of this (again with no internet connection).
We did some semi-massive renovations. My brothers repainted their rooms (though I did tell them that the purple pink combo and the all pink walls suited both of them), we have to replace/cover up drywalls, mounted my dad's 52' LCD HDTV, we still need some A/C (eventhough the temperatures have tapered off - I made a point that it's pointless to feel like shit in your own home - even if it is just for a few months of the year), we need some Cat6 LAN cables laid into the walls so that the PCs can enjoy gigabit ethernet (what can I say, there is a resident computer geek in the house - that and a Windows Home Server), and some random little things here and there.
Anyways, PICS!
Side view of the house. Note Apple Tree and view of my 'Man Cave'
Side view of the house. Note Apple Tree and view of my 'Man Cave'
Front shot of the house with all the cars in the drive way
Thursday, June 12, 2008
Busy Busy Busy!
Tons of stuff are going on. :o
My family is here, we moved all the way from Kansas to Seattle, WA in pretty much a non-stop drive. Crazyness.... 1800+ miles non-stop.
Today, the parentals just signed on for the house so we are the official owners. We will be taking possession on Monday and now I have already started moving some of my bills over to there.
The family's Earthly possessions are all on a truck thats going around the country. All we know is it will be here in ~2 weeks.... Yeap... Slow...
Moving sucks.
I am know also pretty much broke. Kinda went nuts this month. Bought a new axe, bought a MGS4 80GB PS3 bundle, and all the costs inbetween (lost wages due to flying - and the cost of air fare itself). Tight! Next month doesn't look to be too nice either. Hoping to buy a Mesa Boogie combo tube amp and I suddenly have the itch for the Epiphone Slash Signature model (this time with selling my Ibanez off though... :p ). Argh. I need to stop spending...
Can't wait for our 3rd PS3! MGS4! WEWT!
My family is here, we moved all the way from Kansas to Seattle, WA in pretty much a non-stop drive. Crazyness.... 1800+ miles non-stop.
Today, the parentals just signed on for the house so we are the official owners. We will be taking possession on Monday and now I have already started moving some of my bills over to there.
The family's Earthly possessions are all on a truck thats going around the country. All we know is it will be here in ~2 weeks.... Yeap... Slow...
Moving sucks.
I am know also pretty much broke. Kinda went nuts this month. Bought a new axe, bought a MGS4 80GB PS3 bundle, and all the costs inbetween (lost wages due to flying - and the cost of air fare itself). Tight! Next month doesn't look to be too nice either. Hoping to buy a Mesa Boogie combo tube amp and I suddenly have the itch for the Epiphone Slash Signature model (this time with selling my Ibanez off though... :p ). Argh. I need to stop spending...
Can't wait for our 3rd PS3! MGS4! WEWT!
Thursday, May 22, 2008
Choices!
Which guitar hero of mine should I pick?!
Dave Mustaine and Slash are my two Guitar Gods. They both have signature guitars that I can afford.
Should I go Dave Mustaine? Or should I go Slash?
Dean Dave Mustaine VMNT1 Signature Guitar.
This bad ass axe uses Dave Mustaine's Seymour Duncan Livewire Active pickups. From what I have read, this is a 'Active' version of the Seymour Duncan 'Hot Rodded' pickups (that I have installed on my Ibanez RG). The guitar is super light and somehow, playing with the 'V' design by holding it in between my thighs is remarkably comfy. The action is SUPER LOW!
Epiphone Slash Signature Les Paul.
This equally awesome guitar was built to Slash's exact specs. The maple top is always a nice welcome thing for me (I love the finish). It uses Seymour Duncan Alnico II pickups and with gain and some Overdrive, one can replicate the distinct Slash sound. This is a limited edition Les Paul and the local GuitarCenter has two of them.
Both of these bad-ass axes come with a case, straplocks, and a strap. Both cost $999. Dilemma!
But in all honesty, I am leaning heavily towards the VMNT1. I promised myself that I would buy a 'Gibson' Les Paul. The Epiphone Les Pauls don't use the Gibson pick ups. The Slash Signature is an exception though because it uses the awesome Seymour Duncan pickups.
I guess I will find out on Monday (when I sell of Ms Ibanez for either one of these - Memorial day sale?).
Argh!
Dave Mustaine and Slash are my two Guitar Gods. They both have signature guitars that I can afford.
Should I go Dave Mustaine? Or should I go Slash?
Dean Dave Mustaine VMNT1 Signature Guitar.
This bad ass axe uses Dave Mustaine's Seymour Duncan Livewire Active pickups. From what I have read, this is a 'Active' version of the Seymour Duncan 'Hot Rodded' pickups (that I have installed on my Ibanez RG). The guitar is super light and somehow, playing with the 'V' design by holding it in between my thighs is remarkably comfy. The action is SUPER LOW!
Epiphone Slash Signature Les Paul.
This equally awesome guitar was built to Slash's exact specs. The maple top is always a nice welcome thing for me (I love the finish). It uses Seymour Duncan Alnico II pickups and with gain and some Overdrive, one can replicate the distinct Slash sound. This is a limited edition Les Paul and the local GuitarCenter has two of them.
Both of these bad-ass axes come with a case, straplocks, and a strap. Both cost $999. Dilemma!
But in all honesty, I am leaning heavily towards the VMNT1. I promised myself that I would buy a 'Gibson' Les Paul. The Epiphone Les Pauls don't use the Gibson pick ups. The Slash Signature is an exception though because it uses the awesome Seymour Duncan pickups.
I guess I will find out on Monday (when I sell of Ms Ibanez for either one of these - Memorial day sale?).
Argh!
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