When enough is enough

Hi,

How are you?

Why quiet?

Feeling blue?

The questions I get,

What the heck?

What am I?

But just a speck.

The hardships,

I endure.

And the lonely,

Oh for sure.

All my life,

Nothing but pushed around.

I fight back,

Lying on the ground.

My body,

Ravaged and battered.

My heart,

Equally torn and tattered.

Sleep always brings the promise,

Of a new day and fresh air.

Hope is always,

The beginning of despair.

My life has been one,

Of infinite sadness.

Look into my eyes,

And you too will witness.

Behind the big heart,

And sad smile.

Is a past endured,

Both happy and vile.

Hardened on outside,

Only opened to a few.

Inside whole fully good,

As pure as morning dew.

My dissatisfaction,

Always compels.

I know what I want,

And I will go through all hells.

But when is something,

A lost cause?

Do I still pursue?

Or stop and pause?

Could this be fate?

That I reject!

But all things considered,

What do I expect?

I was foolish,

And brash.

The only outcome,

Can only be a crash.

I have made,

A grave mistake.

How to undo?

Oh what would it take?

Nothing.

It is done.

Accept it,

You have not won.

Repeat it,

Never.

Figure it out next time,

For you are very clever.

I have done all I could,

Within consent.

Now accept it,

And live on content.

Human I am,

One that is normal.

My good intentions,

Unfortunately delivered abysmal.

I will continue to go on,

At whatever cost.

And accept the fact,

That this time I’ve lost.

- Scott Suleiman wrote this in less than 15 minutes. :)

I need to listen to happier stuff. Grunge/Metal is NOT feel good music... I better give the Trance more play time...